I feel this huge disconnect today. I feel a million miles away from people around me.
It's the first day of spring. Everyone is out. I am in.
I went clothes shopping this evening with my daughter and definitely connected with her. I feel close to my husband and my boys - but no one else.
We just got some very fantastic news, but the happiness of it passed very quickly. Too quickly. I had no one to tell.
I don't usually feel this way. Maybe being thrown into a crowd of people on Friday for jury duty and really enjoying the conversation and personalities followed immediately by being alone again at home is making me feel a little lost.
I feel happyish lately - happier than normal. Maybe not happy at all compared to other people, but happy for me - content and completely aware of all of my blessings. I definitely feel blessed - and disconnected.
Maybe tomorrow will be better. I have a fun idea for a very sinister story I can't wait to write.