So today I'm a little stronger, a little less sensitive, definitely bruised but ready to take another punch.
I find that the worst moments in my life, the really difficult ones, are the ones that give me the chance to see I'm strong and resilient. This morning I crawled out of bed still feeling like I have a knife through my heart. (No real knife or permanent damage, just a bad critique. I invoke my right to use hyperbole and over-dramatic metaphors this morning. Whatever.)
Today I have no choice but to prove myself I can carry on. I will write for the two hours I have to write this morning, the only two hours I have until the weekend. I will not be defeated. I will not lie down (literally this time, like in bed and taking a nap instead of writing). Today I imagine myself writing in a fighting stance, ready to immediately fight back against the onslaught of insecurities that are challenging me this morning, trying to take me down while I'm injured.
BTW, I joined Ali Cross's writing dojo - probably why I have fighting on my mind this morning. Cool that I'm purple, huh?
Very cool. Writing is fighting. Always.
ReplyDeleteApparently so. I just let my guard down for a minute.
DeleteSo there was no actual fighting involved? Dang.
ReplyDeleteSorry to disappoint. Feels real.
DeleteAli's Ninja group is awesome! Just what you need now.
ReplyDeleteNow write! Write like you've never written in your life.
I did write. I killed the nicest character in my novel, which sent my MC to the dark side. Success. :)
DeleteBTW, that sounds a lot like a movie quote - Rocky? Fight club?
Well...I always look at it like this with a bad crit: I'm thankful other's see what I can't. Thier crit takes me to higher levels of what I'm capable of. Really.
ReplyDeleteShelly, your comment went to my spam folder. Not sure why. I agree that critiques are generally very helpful and a great way to grow as a writer.
DeleteNice purple belt. *bows and shakes your hand*
ReplyDeleteThanks. :)
Deleteyep, purple is the best colour.
ReplyDeleteThe more critiques you get, the stronger you'll get. It's always rough though.
Good for you! I admire your spirit and determination, hope you're having a great writing day.
ReplyDeleteI didn't know about the ninja group but I need to check that out. Love your purple!
Keep going, Tonja. Is it really bad, or you think it's bad because you didn't want any? Take a step back, digest the feedback, then figure out what you can use to move forward. It will make you better and stronger. Yes.
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